I like to plan things. I like to plan things responsibly. That was really the whole reason that I paid gobs of money to fly to the opposite side of this great country only two weeks ago. But, alas, it was not to be. I think that there is something very humbling in not having plans work out the way that we needed them to. And let me tell you, being forced in to treeplanting retirement was definitely not what I had in mind.
I wish that I was one of those people who can make extreme spur of the moment decisions and just know that it will work out. People who are totally comfortable not having a plan (or a backup plan). But, in reality, I am not like that at all. I make very calculated decisions, ones that I know the end result of. I think that’s what makes trusting Him so hard. It’s hard not being in control at all and just knowing that “it will work out”. In my heart I think that I do know that it will.. my heart just hasn’t told my brain yet.
Anywho, I just thought I’d leave you guys with a couple of my totally incredible and very artistic iphone pictures from my two weeks living/working in the woods!
